Sunday, December 14, 2008

Complexed...


Why do i find myself alone when i need support?? why do i have to weather a storm when i seek solace.. why should i manifest the truth when truth should reveal itself?? why does the society and civilisation created for security become a cause for insecurity?? why is confidence shattered like glass, becoming improbable to rebuild?? why does panic strike and one sense anxiety?? why do i find on a psychoanalysis, feeling of "the blues", melancholy, disinterestedness, apathy, boredom, indecision, hesitation and doubt??

what do you call this vague psychological problem where one has saintly humility, the will to be right,and the ability to do so, and the confidence to stand up, but belligerent argumentativeness, absence of a courageous affirmation, a fallacious attitude??

Dont look for an answer i dont know.. if i knew i would not have asked the question..

i may suffer from an inferiority complex.. but i have a superiority complex too.. because as Eleanor Roosevelt said "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent". And adapting from what my friend says.. i am who i am and what i am.. if you cant handle me at my worst.. you sure dont deserve at my best..

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